chaos battling consistancy

i get you.
you get me.
oh well.
we can be best friends.

drink up baby
stay up all night
the things you could do
you wont but you might
the potential you'll be
that you'll never see
the promises you'll only make
drink up with me now
and forget all about
the pressure of days
and do what i say
and i'll make you okay
and drive them away
the images stuck in your head
the people you've been before
that you don't want 'round anymore
or that push and shove
and wont bend to your will
ill keep them still

drink up baby
look at the stars
i'll kiss you again
between the bars
where i'm seeing you there
with your hands in the air
you're waiting to finally be caught
drink up one more time
and i'll make you mine
i'll keep you apart
deep in my heart
separate than the rest
where i like you the best
and keep the things you forgot
the people you've been before
that you don't want 'round anymore
or that push and shove
and wont bend to your will
ill keep them still
the people you've been before
that you don't want 'round anymore
or that push and shove
and wont bend to your will
ill keep them still.

different state of mind

So until recently i never really knew what my true passion was in life. i mean, its not like you just know these things.. i wish thats how it worked. well, i dance. a lot. and i've just discovered what its like to really truly dance, and fall, and live. its thrilling really. i cant stress how grateful i am to be able to dance. it brings more joy to my heart then anything ever will be able to.

its a hard concept to explain, the feeling i get when i just go for it. its like there are no limits, theres just you and the floor. its the best feeling i've ever really expirienced. now that i'm at this age where i learn the extremities of my physical being and what i can do, im able to take advantage of this knowledge. now i know how to let go.

ive discovered how to live.

dear friend,

"music is worthless unless it can make a complete stranger breakdown and cry.."

Well, I know I'm no complete stranger, but everytime I hear the song, "Your Ghost", I shed a little tear for you. Not because I'm thinking that I'm never going to see you again. But it's more just remembering our time together this break. It's the feeling I get when I think about the next time I'll get to see you, and dance with you, and just talk about everything with you. When you leave you take a little piece of my heart with you, but thats a good thing because I know that I'll always get it back when I see you the next time. The missing piece of my heart simply reminds me of how much I love you. I was talking about how much I hate when people leave after visiting with a friend of mine, and she reminded me that it's not "saying goodbye" it's "until next time", which really turned my feelings around. So to end this I would like to thank you for how much inspiration, knowledge, love, and friendship you have provided me with. It really seems like we've been this close forever. You are the best mother/friend/dancer/teacher I could ask for. I love you so much!

Love,
your hannah

changed for the better

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good



so i have this friend. she doesnt live here, but this song is made for us.
by the way, i miss you.